nightmare back

Is it only me??
Sometimes I still dream that I am wearing retainer.
Wakes up after I dream losing retainer that is wrap with paper towel left on table somewhere.

When I saw this..

it brought back all memory.. and i laughed bitterly



I wanted this..rjaouh
Probably I needed some closure.

counting counting

My life has been fill with counting after beanbean arrived..
How many times baby eat, sleep, poop, cry, changed, spit, laugh, smiled, jump, roll, bang, scratch, suck, creamed, brushed, massaged, pee, wiped, poke, cleaned..

I am getting hang of it now..
life with baby is getting little more predictable..



really
seriously
; )